taking stock

You know, it’s really sobering when, looking at the 7 deadly sins, you can safely say 6 of them have been committed by you.

I just got a big reality-check yesterday on how I’ve been living my life. I think it’s easy to say “oh I’m a procrastinator” and rationalize why the little things one misses don’t really matter…and maybe they don’t but cumulatively they DO matter.

I guess one good thing is that I now know what my greatest flaw is: being self-centered and not thinking of others. At least now that I know this (and it’s been confirmed by outside experts) maybe at least that’s the first step in recognizing when I fall into that pattern and actively working to address it.

But this weekend I’m still back on my heels. Man this sucks.

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